a destination into the sky, fly like a bird, fly.

I want to escape into the infinite vast earth. I want to get lost; fly away from consumerism and love, and responsibilities and trivialities. I want to be in nature, where survival is the only thing that matters. I am a creature of the dark; I have some bright inside, but my dark wins over in the end. I wish the beauty of the world could keep me going, I wish there were always a clear reason to stay. I blindly keep going, keep hoping.. I don't believe, I don't have faith. I just am, and I just want to be. I need to breathe and be. I want to get away, disappear from the world and it's savage people for a bit. That will help. That will bring me a new perspective. Travelling always does, that's probably why I'm still standing now. It's all a battle, really. Love, pain, sex, power, money, resources, war, murder, politics, music, carnivalesque. It is what it is and will always be, no matter who is here and who is not. No matter who tries to speak up, who tries to give a voice to change or who sits meekly, passing years by as quickly as they come. Is evolution at an end? I wish I could stop thinking so much. I want to sleep right now, sleep is the only thing I love about life right now.

Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money can't buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now?
Guarantee we'll be feeling alright.
It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.